after 3 days

Don't you think it's so cruel to me?
Make me watch the process of more and more close between you and her,
and more and more far between you and me?

When I was at home, I keep telling myself I'm not waiting for you come home, I have myself's things to do.
but I still very care about that, and jealousy, I don't wanna see me become so ugly.

I had a impulse to run away last night,
but so silly am I to think if I wait here you will come back oneday...
It would be so selfish if I say pleace don't go to you, so I keep it in my mind.